Tarsh | Manapouri

I'm currently living way down south in Manapouri but my whakapapa is from Masterton - my tribe is Ngati Kahungunu where my great great great grandfather was the Chief of Masterton. My luvly Nana passed away 2 years ago and I miss her every day and want to make her proud by keeping her language alive but don't want to look silly doing it lol !!! Not sure what else to write.....